A little Envy

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N's husband stopped by work as he had forgotten his lunch.
I will miss the opportunity to provide that kind of intimate, loving support to someone.

I would like to think that my husband and I were good friends. He was my best friend, certainly.
Now that we are separating- and it seems to be taking forever - it's double the loss.  It's radio silence on all fronts. I am so sad sometimes.

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